Hello, 2018!

I hope I will be able to write something nice this year. But I must tell you that I am having difficulties right now. There are so many stories in my head but whenever I try to write, I cannot.

They said that the cure for this is just to keep on writing and that is what I will do.



His name was Bulldog Cayabyab. He was the pet of the cleaning team. Everyone loved him. I asked where he got his name because he was not really a bulldog. He was an aspin. One of the team members told me that they chose Bulldog because that was the only dog breed that they knew. As for Cayabyab, the eldest member of the team gladly gave the dog his family name.

Bulldog was a black, medium-sized dog. He was very friendly. Even those who were afraid of dogs liked him. Whenever he saw people coming, he would wag his tail and greet them with kisses. I was one of those who had lots of moments spent with him. He knew his way around the farm, following people wherever they went, except at the main gate because the guards would not let him leave. Yes, even the guards loved him. He was not only a pet but our friend.

Everything changed one day when I could not find him. I called a coworker if she had seen him near her area. But she told me that Bulldog was not there. At first I thought that maybe the dog had escaped for a while and he would come back soon.

But he did not.

A week after his disappearance, I met some of the members of the cleaning team. I asked them if they saw Bulldog. But they just smiled and told me something that I would never understand.

One cold and breezy night, the team needed something that would keep themselves warm.

I Want

I want to quit my job and hide in the mountains. I want to buy a bike and adopt a dog. I want to go somewhere far where there is no internet. I want to be alone. I want to forget everything that has happened. I want to start over.

Reality is far from good The city makes me sad.

I am tired.


  1. My people chose me. Imagine that. Shuffling of manpower isn’t useful at all but the management wants it to be done. And I feel glad that the people here want to be part of my team. 
  2. Janvier is having the time of his life right now. Been downloading lots of movies.
  3. I want to buy Batman minifigures.